Fruit Flies.

They are EVERYWHERE.
I have been having odd dreams lately.. Really odd.
A few nights a go I was best friends with Miley Cirus (Hannah Montana). Bryce was home and we jumped on my trampoline at my house in San Jacinto.
THEN
I went and saw Batman (AWESOME) last night with Josh and then dreamt the WEIRDEST thing..
I was helping The joker (hottest joker ever, kind of the same effect of Johnny Depp in Pirates) in his dirty deeds.. We were lovers, he was blowing up something and told me to go hop the fence so I wouldn’t die. And I did, and Batman was there, riding a llama ( I went to the Llama fest last week) with Miley Cirus.
Me and the joker killed Miley Cirus!!!!!
And then my alarm went off.
WHAT THE HECK??
I was best friends with Miley a few days ago!!!!

I really should update this more..

Our internet has been down so not a lot of blogging has been going on.

Josh, didn't last to long... Just as I expected. However, this breakup was different from the rest.
We didn't breakup because we lost interest in each other, heck, I still have the hots for him. We brokeup in a mutual manner, we wouldnt be able to make each other the happiest we could be. No doubt, we would be capable of making it work. Only one of us would be living the life we didnt want to..

He is a cowboy/farmer thinks Provo is to big of a city kind of guy.
I am a aspiring cosmetologist that thinks Provo is TO SMALL.
My career would go to the dogs if I were to move to Ohio and be a farmers wife, I wouldnt be able to live my dream of doing hair on Rodeo Drive!
We are still close friends, which I think is important.

On to other things in the life of me!

I lost my Job a Taco Bell, then sorta kinda got it back a little. I am opening manager and take care of the deposit and paperwork. Only I work from 7-9am, we don't even open till 9. I don't have to do line, or drive through or front cash! Probably the best fast food job ever. Haha.
Meanwhile, while Taco Bell was fighting to get me back I was hired on as a closer at Pita Pit.
Which meant i had to change my schedule for school as well. So now I do Taco Bell in the mornings, school from 12:30 - 6:30, then Pita Pit whenever they have me scheduled (I start Monday)

Exciting, I know. I get to be busy!
Well.. tis late and I need to get to bed so I can go to TB tomorrow morning.
nighty night
Danielle

fed up

yesterday was wednesday...
It turned out WORSE then I could have ever imagined.
I had so much amnosity towards him yesterday, i knew he messed up. He didnt have to tell me, i knew it.
but then I hear what REALLY happened.
He passionatly kissed a girl while he was out in Argentina. He didnt tell me wether or not he was being sent home, but i feel that he is.. something deep down inside is telling me that he really is being sent home..
Me and Josh made it official yesterday.
I dear johned bryce yesterday and basically said I lost all respect and faith in him. I dont trust him anymore. If he can't be faithfull to the lord for 2 years.. how can i expect him to be faithful to me for all eternity?
at the end of the letter I said that if he feels he needs to get in contact with me after his mission, he knows where to find me. And left it at that.
I m hppy with Josh for the moment. I dont know how long it will last, but I am happy.
i want it to last a very long time.
i need a nap.
i am exhausted and sick of everyone.
danielle

8th world wonder

well.. Boy he is a wonder..
Says all the right things at all the right times. Funny. Attractive. Easy to get along with..
I was his first kiss.. and first sort of girlfriendish type thingy.
It's such a nice situation.. really.
We will have to see...
Tomorrow is the wonderful Wednesday, I know I am not bumed out that its wednesday, but i am not particularly excited either.. I think the flare has left the building. I still love him to death.. NO love interests came around for 8 months.. I was not looking for any, I had my mind set on the prize. Then country boy came along. Hes been home for 4 months, is from ohio, all the good stuff.. grew up on a farm ( my dad would love to know that.. as he grew up in the "wilderness" as well.) I however.. dont know where I want to be.. I could and would be content in either, i am a city girl, hands down. Provo is not big enough. I am used to San Diego, the climate the people, not really something i want to have my future family around, but when we go up to visit my dads fam in Idaho, I LOVE IT. riding horses, four wheelers.. canals.. natural lakes..
I just dont like getting dirty.. but i am sure I would get used to it..
just keeping my options open and realizing that in either situation, I would be happy. Thats all that really matters right?
well, I am off to take a nap before venturing off to school..
wish me luck tonight! I really dont want to cut myself again with my shears... thank goodness for liquid bandaids..
I might go to wal mart after school.. I need food..
love y'all
danielle