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Still Vegitarian.
considering going Vegan.

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week from hell turned good.

What a nice start to a new week.
I crashed my car yesterday. got 2 citations, one for reckless driving and one for not having the current registration and insurance information.
I have to go to court in 20 days. I was in shock. Didnt know what to do, ruined everything. couldnt stand it anymore. i messed up and I knew why.
I have missed a lot of school. I call it lazy, it's completely irresponsible and I need to put my head on straight.
I am starting right now, tonight. No more skipping school, no more. I need to start going earlier and staying later. it's going to take me a very long time to keep it going but I have to do it.

On a brighter note,
I WON A TRIP TO VEGAS.
My roommate and I, as well as my boss and her roommate are going to vegas in a month. And staying at the Tahiti Village!
3 days and 2 night hotel paid for getaway.
I need this.
It will be amazing.

Going Vegitarian

No meat=No boys.
I am sick of being used and walked all over. I am officially in a I hate boy's phase of my life right now.
YAY! I am kind of excited about it too. I love listening to Man hater music.. Haha.

hhmmm

So I caught up with an old friend last night and it was great!
He flew in from San Diego a few nights ago and I saw him last night!
People can change a lot in 3 years.. 2 of thm being a mission..
basically I may or may not be in a long distance relationship with him...
I NEVER thought I would date Evan Wirig.. jeez..
I work a LONG day today at Pita Pit... woo hoo

Fruit Flies.

They are EVERYWHERE.
I have been having odd dreams lately.. Really odd.
A few nights a go I was best friends with Miley Cirus (Hannah Montana). Bryce was home and we jumped on my trampoline at my house in San Jacinto.
THEN
I went and saw Batman (AWESOME) last night with Josh and then dreamt the WEIRDEST thing..
I was helping The joker (hottest joker ever, kind of the same effect of Johnny Depp in Pirates) in his dirty deeds.. We were lovers, he was blowing up something and told me to go hop the fence so I wouldn’t die. And I did, and Batman was there, riding a llama ( I went to the Llama fest last week) with Miley Cirus.
Me and the joker killed Miley Cirus!!!!!
And then my alarm went off.
WHAT THE HECK??
I was best friends with Miley a few days ago!!!!

I really should update this more..

Our internet has been down so not a lot of blogging has been going on.

Josh, didn't last to long... Just as I expected. However, this breakup was different from the rest.
We didn't breakup because we lost interest in each other, heck, I still have the hots for him. We brokeup in a mutual manner, we wouldnt be able to make each other the happiest we could be. No doubt, we would be capable of making it work. Only one of us would be living the life we didnt want to..

He is a cowboy/farmer thinks Provo is to big of a city kind of guy.
I am a aspiring cosmetologist that thinks Provo is TO SMALL.
My career would go to the dogs if I were to move to Ohio and be a farmers wife, I wouldnt be able to live my dream of doing hair on Rodeo Drive!
We are still close friends, which I think is important.

On to other things in the life of me!

I lost my Job a Taco Bell, then sorta kinda got it back a little. I am opening manager and take care of the deposit and paperwork. Only I work from 7-9am, we don't even open till 9. I don't have to do line, or drive through or front cash! Probably the best fast food job ever. Haha.
Meanwhile, while Taco Bell was fighting to get me back I was hired on as a closer at Pita Pit.
Which meant i had to change my schedule for school as well. So now I do Taco Bell in the mornings, school from 12:30 - 6:30, then Pita Pit whenever they have me scheduled (I start Monday)

Exciting, I know. I get to be busy!
Well.. tis late and I need to get to bed so I can go to TB tomorrow morning.
nighty night
Danielle

fed up

yesterday was wednesday...
It turned out WORSE then I could have ever imagined.
I had so much amnosity towards him yesterday, i knew he messed up. He didnt have to tell me, i knew it.
but then I hear what REALLY happened.
He passionatly kissed a girl while he was out in Argentina. He didnt tell me wether or not he was being sent home, but i feel that he is.. something deep down inside is telling me that he really is being sent home..
Me and Josh made it official yesterday.
I dear johned bryce yesterday and basically said I lost all respect and faith in him. I dont trust him anymore. If he can't be faithfull to the lord for 2 years.. how can i expect him to be faithful to me for all eternity?
at the end of the letter I said that if he feels he needs to get in contact with me after his mission, he knows where to find me. And left it at that.
I m hppy with Josh for the moment. I dont know how long it will last, but I am happy.
i want it to last a very long time.
i need a nap.
i am exhausted and sick of everyone.
danielle

8th world wonder

well.. Boy he is a wonder..
Says all the right things at all the right times. Funny. Attractive. Easy to get along with..
I was his first kiss.. and first sort of girlfriendish type thingy.
It's such a nice situation.. really.
We will have to see...
Tomorrow is the wonderful Wednesday, I know I am not bumed out that its wednesday, but i am not particularly excited either.. I think the flare has left the building. I still love him to death.. NO love interests came around for 8 months.. I was not looking for any, I had my mind set on the prize. Then country boy came along. Hes been home for 4 months, is from ohio, all the good stuff.. grew up on a farm ( my dad would love to know that.. as he grew up in the "wilderness" as well.) I however.. dont know where I want to be.. I could and would be content in either, i am a city girl, hands down. Provo is not big enough. I am used to San Diego, the climate the people, not really something i want to have my future family around, but when we go up to visit my dads fam in Idaho, I LOVE IT. riding horses, four wheelers.. canals.. natural lakes..
I just dont like getting dirty.. but i am sure I would get used to it..
just keeping my options open and realizing that in either situation, I would be happy. Thats all that really matters right?
well, I am off to take a nap before venturing off to school..
wish me luck tonight! I really dont want to cut myself again with my shears... thank goodness for liquid bandaids..
I might go to wal mart after school.. I need food..
love y'all
danielle

some may call me a slacker...

Where to start...

Its been a while since I have written anything on this..

a lot has happened too.. i'll list it off, if you want explanation.. then ask! haha

1. Quit Los Hermanos, now training to be sr. asst. manager at Taco Bell

2. got extensions

3. go up to salt lake like everyday.. (literally)

4. popped my tire on the curb

5. met an amazing guy in my ward.

6.still writing missionary, doesnt know about amazing guy

7. have been struggling to get to school

8. got mad a missionary for making stupid decisions

9. have new roomates that I have never seen or met.. I think one of them is korean, as we have food in our fridge with words I cant make out..

10. is finally financially stable.

and.. the end!!

I promise I will keep up with this more often.. I just forget.. haha

now I am off to school.. woo hooo. i actually kind of want to go now... but, not really..

love ya lots!

Danielle

Betos

I just ate my weight in Betos...
AND I had J Dawgs on sunday!!!!!
this week is going to suck.. but its ok...
shawty got those apple bottom jeans, boots with the fur (with the fir) The whole club was looking at her!
I'm watching Ellen... I love Ellen...
I also bought the new CLAY AIKEN CD today!!!!!!

i changed my phone number

it is now
(801)400-1526
add it k?

so few and far between

so, i found out today, that I will only have one roommate...
just me and summer in a 3 bedroom apt... weird..
hahah but i am going to LOVE IT!

alll by myyy selffff, (i want to) be aalll by my seelfff

I HAVE NO ROOMATES!!!!!!
You have no idea how happy his makes me.
I just hope the new chunk of roomies arent as terrible as these ones were...
except for bayna.. I loved bayna...

Panini

I ate to much...
I hate it when that happens... hmm oh well.
well, my room mates move out tomorrow or, in 14 hours... haha
not like I am counting down or anything.. haha
i will leave for work tomorrow at 10.. and come home with NO roommates...
I can not wait!!!

Los Hermanos

I LOVE working there... yeah, bussing sucks... but hey, the boys are cute and the girls are super nice. haha..
we all got together after work last night and went to the hotpots in midway... SO MUCH FUN.
I have a feeling i'll be working there for a long time..
I am interested in 2 boys there..
both way cute, one reminds me of richard... (eek) but his and richards personality are COMPLETELY different.. they just look alike.
then one that isnt in the "i would date them" category is kind of annoying.. our personalitys just clash... oh well

BUT, today Angie was training me on Bar, I LOVE BAR. she was slamming the whipped cream down on the ice, and it totally sprayed me in the face... haha we both could not stop laughing.. it was hilarious...


GUESS WHAT! only 8 days left...
then I dont have to deal with it anymore!!!!!! can NOT wait....
well, I have to go and clean.... have a fun day all!!!!

Danielle

late night ihop runs.

I want one..
Right now.
Lets go.

potato, potato.

On Thursday at about 1pm I decided to drive to idaho....
It is now Sunday, and I will still be in Idaho until about 5pm tonight..
I rode horses while i was here, went and saw Prom Night ( FREAKY movie) hung out withmy cousins.. all that jazz.
now, my fam is at church and I am sitting here on the couch waiting for my hair to dry...
I am meeting Rich and lanae for dinner/lunchish around 4... we'll see how that goes...
haha well, I m off to do productive things...
Danielle

All of the while, I never knew..

WELL....

so much has happened! Where to start, where to start... There is a song that PERFECTLY describes my feelings at the moment:

Landon Pigg - Coffee shop

"I think that possibly, maybe I'm fallin' for youYes, there's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over youI've seen the paths that your eyes wander down

I wanna come to

I think that possibly, maybe I'm fallin' for you

No one understands me quite like you do Through all of the shadowy corners of me

I never knew just what it was About this old coffee shop I love so much All of the while I never knew

I never knew just what it was About this old coffee shop I love so much

All of the while I never knew

I think that possibly, maybe I'm fallin' for you

Yes, there's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you

I've seen the waters that make your eyes shineNow I'm shinin' too

Because, oh because, I've fallen quite hard over youIf I didn't know you, I'd rather not know

If I couldn't have you, I'd rather be alone

I never knew just what it was

About this old coffee shop I love so much

All of the while I never knew

I never knew just what it was

About this old coffee shop I love so much

All of the while I never knew

All of the while

All of the while

It was you."

Bryce is sure getting the best of me! He told me he loved me today. I really feel strongly about this boy.

We are getting married in the San Diego temple, already decided. Hahaha.

ANYWAYS,

I quit convergys on Monday, went out job searching that day, and got a job yesterday as a server/waitress at Los Hermanos! in Lindon! I am wayy excited.

I only have like 2 more weeks until EVERYONE moves out. I cannot wait, go let someone else deal with her, so I dont have to. Not that I wish that upon ANYONE else.. ok, maby there are a few... but not even then..

Is this feeling I am feeling really love? Or is it just infatuation? We will just have to see.

Knowing me, and my past relationships, this one is lasting longer.. Then again, he is 3000 miles away at the moment...

Hahaha.

Things can always change.

well, I am off to finish my hair, loves.

xoxoxo

Danielle

bleh

I hate days when you feel sick... So sick, you can't move.
I quit convergys yesterday and have an interveiw for Los Hermanos today in about an hour...
I am going to try to act happy, which normally isnt hard for me to do, thats what I do most days. but i just feel sick to my stomach today.. i just want to lay down with a heating pad and do nothing.
wish me luck with my interview...
Danielle

Festival of Colors!

Yesterday Erin, Spencer, Dan and I went to the Festival of Colors at the Krishna Temple. FUN. I want to go every year! We had to park like a mile away from the temple because there were so many people.

They had bags of colored flour that we could buy and then throw at people. It was so much fun.

This is what we looked like about 10 minutes after we got there.. left to right: Dan, Erin, Spencer, me.

and this is what it looked like right after we left... hha It was soooo much fun. can't wait t go again next year!

Jumping to conclusions.

Mike and Ike Tangy Twister Jelly Beans really aren't that good, and they give bad breath, but I eat them anyways.

I went grocery shopping yesterday and totally splurged. I bought cookies, cake and milk, I LOVE milk, Toaster Strudels and a lot of goodies I probably should not have bought in the first place... Ha ha. That's what i get for going to the grocery store when I am Hungary.

so, I had an interesting night last night. I had a date so the girls at school wanted to make me look "hott". (pssh like i need help to do that!!! KIDDING) I had my hair done and my makeup done. The makeup was a little over the edge, my face was TAN while my neck was the translucent white that it is. So, naturally I ended up taking it off anyways. My hair was BIG, so I had to calm that down as well. I'm not looking to be ALL made up, I mean I like to look good, and I know how to look good, just not drag queenish.

Anyways, the date was... interesting, to say the least.
That's all I have to say about that.

Work is getting very, very, very boring. I figure I can now blog while at work, kind of like writing in a journal, except the whole world can see it.
Plus, if I get caught, bad things could happen. Ha ha.
I don't like being here for long periods of time, however, It pays really well, that is the only reason I am here. I have almost quit more then enough times. But I love my coworkers so that's why i am here.

I just want to type and type and type. Mostly because I have nothing else to do...
some people are so dumb. I say, "thank you for calling!" then wait two seconds for them to respond, they don't so I disconnect the call, but as I disconnect, they decide to start talking and I get dinged in quality.. BLAH!

well, I guess I could be done for today.. I am off in 10 minutes!!!

life

"The purpose of life is to live it, to taste experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experience(s)."
-My service man Gary from Glenwood!

Rampage

I don't know why i was on such an 'I hate the world and everything in it' rampage yesterday...

Sometimes the need to explode from bottling certain things up for so long comes at a very unexpected time. I was having a fantastic day yesterday, I did absolutely nothing, vegged (if you will) for 7 hours straight. It was wonderful, I made pancakes and sat on the couch, ALL day long. Then 4:30 rolled around and I figured I might want to start being productive. So I got ready to head into school.

I started a new class yesterday at Bon Losse, called Nuts and Bolts. Basically, learning how to be professionals by building up our own clientele and producing a successful business culture.
Which is really helpful, it is just taking away from my floor time. I feel like I am hardly on the floor any more at all. Monday's we have skills (practicals) from 5-7, 7-9 is free floor time. Tuesday is free floor time. Wednesday I have Nuts and Bolts from 5-7 free floor time till 8, and then 'actual class' (bookwork, tests, notes, all the "exciting" things) from 8-9. Thursday is free floor time. Last but certainly not least Friday I have free floor time for a whopping 3 hours! Then 'actual class' from 8-9.

Well as much as you wanted to know my daily school routine, there you have it. Haha.

I have decided that I like music, a lot.

I also make the best dang flan you've ever had in your entire life. I LOVE FLAN.

well, as much fun as "blogging" is, I am going to go do something a little more productive, like clean out my car for instance. It really is getting BAD... I can't find ANYTHING. haha.

Danielle

If I were menace to society...

Sometimes I catch myself thinking of THE most random things while driving or walking somewhere. My mind likes to wonder and make up its own endings to certain incidents. I guess my mind makes the endings up as I would want them to happen. But everyone knows that is not how that works. Who would have thought so many people close to me would have such an impact on my life?
My Uncle Brian for instance, I find myself thinking about him a lot lately, I am really close to their family. Teresa, Brian, Chase, Justin, Addison, and the newly born Michael. It has been nearly 4 months since he passed away, and when I look at his picture that I have on my dashboard in my car, I can't help but to think of all the memories I have of him. On November 17th 2007, I was up in Salt Lake all day, I was supposed to be meeting my boyfriend at the time for lunch at 12:00. Dallin (Boyfriend) calls me at 1145 and tells me he wont be able to met me until later. I was still living in Provo, and because I am punctual I was already in Salt Lake visiting family. So, I thought to myself, oh perfect, now I have nothing to do all day and will have to sit around and wait until 6:00 (When I was supposed to meet Dallin). I decided to visit family until the time came to meet Dallin for dinner, well, I was going to go and visit Brian and Teresa, but I didn't know how he felt and didn't want to bother them if it wasn't a good day. So I didn't. 6:00pm rolls round, no call from Dallin, 7:00pm rolls around, no call from Dallin. So My aunt Jana and Uncle Rob invited me to go to Training Table to get dinner with them and my other aunt and uncle I hadn't seen in a while.
8:00pm rolls around, still no call from Dallin. I was getting very flustered by this time, not only had he not called me, but I had been waiting since 11am to see him. So i just went home with Jana and Rob and started to get ready to get to bed. At 9:30, I get a call from Dallin, I didn't care what was holding him up but I wanted to make sure he was aware that I was not at all happy. I am not one to make a big deal of something, not to mention it takes a lot to get me down. I am a very happy person. But i don't like being lied to and I don't like waiting. Then again, who does?
So, me, being the understanding person I am, drove the 15 miles it takes to get from my Aunt's house to his house. We were watching Disturbia, when my phone started ringing. It was my aunt sending me a text that read "Uncle Brian died tonight". That was ALL it said. I felt like I couldn't breath, the first thing that went through my head was, " I had all day to go visit him and I didn't." It was eating at me. I felt terrible, I couldn't think of anything else to do but cry. So I did, I let the tears flow like a river right after a storm. I got up and left the room, called my parents and told them the news, they told me I needed to call the people that were supposed to be coming with me to California for Thanksgiving. Tell them I was not going anymore and that they would need to find another way to get to California. My parents were leaving California in the morning. I was hysterical, I could barely talk, barely breath. Dallin came out to the living room and was trying to be sympathetic, I don't know if he just didn't know how to be sympathetic, or what. But his hugs and words felt heartless. I Had to leave, I grabbed my things and left.
That night was horrendous. I didn't sleep, i couldn't. Around 3am I get a call from Dallin. He figured I would be awake. The stupid prick thinks it is a good idea to end our relationship. I couldn't believe what i was hearing. "You want to do this, right now?!" Dallin said it would be better to end it now then hold it out. I haven't been able to forgive him for that day. I don't think i will be able to, nor do I really want to.
Everything happens for a reason. Whether that reason is to bring us into the gospel or to help us grow stronger as a person. They kind of go hand in hand. I realized it then, that, in order to love someone else, you have to learn to love yourself.
School is in an hour, I had the day off of work today and missionary (Bryce) was supposed to be online so we could finish our conversations from the past few weeks. But he was not. Oh well, his loss.
Another thing I have realized, even if you are having a crappy day, if you just think positive and have a good attitude it changes the way you feel and the way you act. If you truly want to be happy, then ACT happy and let the rest follow.
you'll notice a big difference.

Danielle